Transitioning from the Pressure to become.
As I begin to write here, I have been imagining myself showing up in this form, in longer written words. It is a way for me to express more freely, and you to digest more wholesomely. As I have become less interested in the quickness of other social media platforms, I arrive here with a long drawn out sigh—I imagine that if you are reading this, you are craving more meaning, and genuine connection too. As I have led my own heart centered business for 6 years, I have felt so much pressure from the industry to “become” something. When all I have wanted is to become “undone”, it has been hard for me to grasp onto business models and ideas of where my business “should” be by now. Iv’e come to the conclusion, that where I am at is perfect for me. My work will never be diluted in sacredness according to numbers, statistics, algorithms, or followers. My small business is sacred no matter “how big” I create it to be, my service will never be diluted through what it “should be” in order for it to have “become” great and a “big enough” legacy to leave behind. I am always going to have more ideas, improvements, creations and service that wants to pour through me. I am an endless bounty of energy that continues on. Iv’e slowed myself down and allowed my ideas to lay to rest. My mind is in constant inquiry with what the creation will be next, right now—all I want is to fall into my own place. The ideas have slowed down in their pace and I have been craving crafts, sensations and natural co-creation. I don’t care to pressurize my life, I only wish to arrive at my center, in my own time. Maybe it’s my Taurus moon, maybe it is because we are way past June, where life is in full spring and now we are spiraling down into ourselves once again with the season of turning in. I want you to feel yourself here. Breath into your belly and feel what is near, What wants to become undone? Will you let yourself go there? Maybe you shed a tear. Maybe you yearn for something more. Whatever arrives for you is in perfect time. I don’t care if my words don’t make complete sense, I want them to land inside of you like autumn time leaves that hold deeper meaning. I want you to go beyond what they’ve told you “works best”. I want to inspire the part of you that yearns to be in sensational feeling, rather than another tip on how to “become” something big. When tea found me, or I found her- I was given the permission to become fully undone, on a daily basis. This is how She Through Tea was birthed, through the depth of feeling every emotion under the sun, moon, and stars. I knew there was a way forward that wanted to be brought forth. No matter how small or big it became, I knew it needed a name. She Through The Way of Tea became my first online course, a group of 7 women that came together through the ritual of tea, cyclical awareness, and sisterhood. This is the initiation that brought forth my brand change and simplified the feelings and expressions inside me, even more. A simple cup of tea made the most sense to me. As one drop essentially changed my life forever. I am here for the most simple forms of truth, the poetry that rolls off the tongue, the natural intelligence of the human form. Tea is the closest plant medicine to our human consciousness. The leaf will reflect to us our innate form in this lifetime. I am here as a messenger, a vessel, a devotee of this way, ancient and wise. If you are reading this, I applaud you for showing up here to receive something deeper living inside of your womb, in connection to earth. SHE is the way forward, a daily remembrance.
From my heart to yours, Meg Carolee Pearl, A devotee of She Through Tea
